{"id":1332,"date":"2008-07-15T17:03:49","date_gmt":"2008-07-15T22:03:49","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/lawrencem94.sg-host.com\/?p=1332"},"modified":"2008-07-15T17:05:58","modified_gmt":"2008-07-15T22:05:58","slug":"4-years-babuh","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/plazajen.com\/?p=1332","title":{"rendered":"4 Years, Babuh!"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I was thinking about blogging, and how it&#8217;s changed so much for me over the years&#8230;. at first, JWo didn&#8217;t even know I was blogging. At first, only three people read my blog. And, at first, I had no idea what the future held.<\/p>\n<p>Well, I still don&#8217;t know what the future holds, but it is interesting to go back and read blog posts from different time periods. I catch myself reading the ones before my father&#8217;s death with a certain wistfulness and longing, like how you might look at a photo of yourself as a child. I had no idea what was coming. Wasn&#8217;t even on the radar.<\/p>\n<p>But we&#8217;ve soldiered on, and now I have new digs, and MOO cards, and a job I really like, and small knitty-business-ey things taking off, and right at the moment, nobody is gravely ill.  So I count my blessings, and thank everyone for their time &#8211; witnessing the roller coaster from hell wasn&#8217;t part of the Fun Jen package, and I am always wide-eyed with a touch of naivet<tt>\u00e9<\/tt> when people really &#8211; honestly and truly &#8211; just pull themselves right up to the same precipice and lock arms with me and say, &#8220;I&#8217;m with ya.&#8221; Having been on the outside-looking-in my whole life, I forget I&#8217;m not alone out here. And that&#8217;s really the message of life, isn&#8217;t it? To recognize what is at your feet, your front door, a click or a call away &#8211; not focusing on the things you don&#8217;t have anymore or wishing life were different.  I can&#8217;t say I wouldn&#8217;t undo some of the past, would I were that powerful, but I know regretting it or looking at it too long can turn me to stone.<\/p>\n<p>So, the fun thing &#8211; and yes, I realize I start 8 bajillion sentences with the word &#8220;So&#8221; &#8211; came to me last night as I was driving home after Sock Stars (the sock club I facilitate at The Studio).  I love words. I love writing. I want to list, each week, words that I think describe me &#8211; both good and bad and in-between, and do this exercise alphabetically. It seemed like a fun anniversary kick-off, and I was enjoying the words in my head so much I drove right past Red Snapper and nearly forgot to pick up our dinner. (But I did remember before I&#8217;d gotten too far past it&#8230;. whew! What with gas hitting $4.09 today, I can&#8217;t afford daydreaming and getting lost like I used to!)<\/p>\n<p>I might do one word a post, or five in one, but my goal is to have at <em>least<\/em> five words a week. It actually gets challenging! You try, too! (ala Pooh.) (Oh yeah, we all get to cheat on &#8220;X&#8221;, too.)<\/p>\n<p>Week One: A is for&#8230;.<\/p>\n<p>Animated.<\/p>\n<p>Acerbic.<\/p>\n<p>Aggravating.<\/p>\n<p>Argumentative.<\/p>\n<p>Amusing.<\/p>\n<p>Artistic.<\/p>\n<p><em>helpful hint &#8211; a thesaurus is your friend!<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I was thinking about blogging, and how it&#8217;s changed so much for me over the years&#8230;. at first, JWo didn&#8217;t even know I was blogging. At first, only three people read my blog. And, at first, I had no idea what the future held. 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