I’m not going to be able to write much right now. I have wonderful things to share in my head, but I am also working at re-shoring my energies, pulling myself together, and some of these things will be counter-productive to accomplishing that. I just looked up through the skylight, and I saw that the sun is finally beginning to shine. It has been gray & cloudy since we got into Iowa on our drive here, and raining intermittently. It felt fitting, and yet it also does nothing to boost one’s spirits.<\/p>\n
We have been sleeping in dad & brenda’s bed, partly because I think she is reluctant and afraid to do so, and at first it freaked me out, but I also found it comforting. To lie where he slept, to have the same view; it has felt like an embrace. I was awakened last night by the brightest moonlight shining in on my face, and the first thing I thought was “dad”. It matters not what you believe, everyone has their own notions of heaven or nothingness, but I will take these healing moments as they come.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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